嫉妒

疲惫的身躯
听见了不该听的
激起了我的嫉妒心
不该有的态度
的确破坏了我一整天的心情

释放，改变态度
我却怕输
每个人都害怕
站在原地的我
我怕别人已经在超越自己
我怕别人拥有的
我却得不到

我该做些什么呢
改变。。。。

我该起步慢跑了=）

保护地球，关灯一小时

第一次庆祝

跟Vista其他分行的同事一起庆祝

An Unexpected Question

Early in this morning, as usual i started to prepare and warm up all the machine.
After doing some initial testing on patients' eye, including those who done surgery yesterday.
Then here i met a fussy patient that she didn't happy with more than one person around her while she was doing the test.
And i was the one continued with her by assisting her in doing visual field test.
By that time, only i found out that her left eye was blind and her right eye was having advanced glaucoma.
During the test, she was there to tell me that she hated doing the visual field test that made her feel so strain and tired.

Halfway, during the resting time, this patient threw a question to me.
"How if my left over right eye becomes blind also?"
I totally blank out...........................................................................................................................

I think for a little while, then i answered, "Don't worry, our doctor will help as much as she can."
Now, i wonder how is the feeling of a patient when she knows that she is going to become blind?

2 weeks of industrial posting

Vista Eye Specialist, Bangsar

time passed and it had been one week posting at Vista Eye Specialist.
the staffs at Vista were professional and the ophthalmologist was so friendly.

Dr Shamala

they taught me much more than i can learn during lecture and the technology at Vista is so much advanced that i was surprised during the first day i was there.
there was self experience during facing with the real patient.

autorefractor with IOP and K reading.
phoropter with fully automatic functioning.
Orbscan, IOL master, Humphrey and OCT that was so common at Vista.
i saw the real cases there, and coming week im going to enter the operation theater for LASIK and no-blade cataract surgery.
the most important thing is that, i wont be seeing any blood during the surgery.

during the first day, i found it was boring to be there and nothing for me to do.
but now, i am so busy in dilating patients' eye, doing autorefractor, Humphrey visual field test and become doctor's assistant.
all of these making me feel more interested to become a optom.
if my future working environment similar as vista, sure i will find it great!!