the real side of me ^^

i keep telling u, i wont angry...
i keep telling u, i wont throw tantrum at others..
i keep telling u, i wont and i wont...
but i finally i did!

after one year we been together, today u saw that..
the real side of me revealed.. not that i'm pretending..
just that i'm the way i'm....
i shouted, i raised my tone, and i cried.
just only because u told me not to do that >.<

sorry baby. i know i shouldn't be so narrowness.
i'm not that princess at home anymore..
people who knows me well knew that,
for my own good, they're not afraid to shout at me just like that.
people who dont know me well,
they will never do this.

baby, i know u said that because of my own good.
now, u realised that i'm fragile.. please handle me with care, love and respect.
i'mma trying to change, promise!

I'm so lonely here

it was like no fresh air for me to take a breath.

it was like no great joke to make me laugh.

it was like no way for me to escape from my deep end.

it was like no solution for my problem.

it was like nobody knows i did and i care.

i miss my little baby at home.

i miss my big baby at uk.

i miss my parents give me love.

i miss my grandparents give me hug.

i miss my friends all over the world.

i miss my cousin who did hug me tightly everyday when he was here.

i sleep alone...

i online alone..

i play games alone..

i study alone..

i do revision alone..

at least, i started to do revision, study and prepare for every lessons. =)

给我最爱的妳

好久没有看你这个模样了。

好久没看到你这么笑了。

打从心里的笑出来。

你从不知道，你的笑对我有多大的影响力吗。

很想告诉你，虽然你很忙很少时间参与我们的聚会。

但是，他们从来没把你忘掉。

他们一样很想念你。

很想更常见到你。

看到你，我确实是有太多的话，一次过我说不出，也说不完。

告诉过你，很想在下一次看到你时把你抱紧。

可惜，我刚才真的没勇气。



想跟你说，你依然是当年我那么疼爱的妳，想宠坏的妳。

一直都没变过。

2months holiday coming to the end soon

2months holiday was considered a quite long holiday.
but i never feel bored, not even a second.
i enjoyed being lazy, laying on the sofa, taking a nap.
hanging out with them, breakfast, teatime, or supper?
no stress, no worries... here i being so simple.
never feel like going back to pj, being a hypocrite.
i have no choice, except accept all these things.
a university, that the management was horrible and unfair.
a house, an accommodation that i'm so sad and hurt to live there.
a house that nobody wanna take any responsibility on it.
a place that we are not willing to stay even one more second.

And life, i must change it.......

Take a deep breath...

Always feel peaceful at home.

Grapes in my garden!!

Grapessss...

I gotta feeling!!

A happening day!!

look at his naughty face!


wink wink!!

Yurray. today is our little prince 1 year old birthday. I looked at him, since he was born and now he growing up. Time passed in a blink of eye. Now he is already 1 year old. We love him so much, he brought joy and lots of fun to my family again. Today is a happening day, i fetch my cousins came back from usa and my friend.We hanged out almost everyday!! We went the store, the place that i will never go if i'm the driver.But i did today, i tried on the thing that i never dare to do.Most of time crowded especially weekend and no more parking available.The side parking i was like totally not dare to challenge it.Firstly i tried, again and again.But i failed too >.< Cousins were like laughing non-stop in the car. But luckily and coincidentally, i was trying to park in front of my another cousin sister's photo shop.I was so shy when all the workers whom i knew them coz i always working part time job there, they were shouting and laughing at me.

It was like OH MY GOD.Then cousin sister came out and parked the car nicely for me.Thanks god. Thanks sister.I should try and try again for my side parking next time.We did chat alots everyday. Almost everyday, laksa will be my cousins' lunch.They liked it so much since their first try.Each time they came back, laksa still be their favourite.Together with ice kacang.Haiz... never try it for so long time since i got asthma.( Baby, see....i did listen to u!)

After that, sent my cousin back to grandma's house and so on my friend,coyin. We did chat alots of my cousin internship life in disney world florida.She having so much fun there.I hope to try it too... temptating.How good if i'm there and spend my time with all the cartoons...And take picture with Stitch, since baby said we looked alike.On the way back home, only left cousin brother and i in the car.We saw an accident just in front of us.We stuck in the traffic jam, i cant move at all.We have been waiting...I'm totally panic when i saw people laying on the road while another wiping the blood on his face. Even though my house area was just opposite.Cousin brother suggested himself to get down and stop all the car to let me pass through first.Wakaka. i said please no...never.

At last, all the car behind me cant wait anymore and take another route.Then i did the same thing too.Every car follows behind me can trained to be very patient.One more thing, even u keep on pressing the horn, i will not care about it.Safety first!!Finally, i'm safe at home. My brother was back.I'm really touched when i saw he was talking with my youngest brother.

Am i stupid???

At night, it was the party time. Maternal and paternal's family members attended the party. Oh so lovely. We were all together. Seeing the children playing around.By the time we wanna let the birthday boy cut cake, he already fall asleep. Sweat.... he was like cant open his eyes anymore even we tried to wake him up.

51天~

亲爱的，我写这你看不懂啦！

因为，你看不懂华语。

你也快要不会说华语了。

我好久没跟你说话了。

你知道，我还是会很担心你吗？

尤其是现在放假在家无所事事的时候。

担心着你的工作应付不来，

担心着你会不会再被烫伤。

每天早上特别早醒来，只在等你上网。

如果等不到，只好又睡回去了。

每天都有很多事情想告诉你，想跟你分享的。

久了没说，我却都忘了。

想起来时，每样东西你却发现我已经说过很多次了。

现在，却不知觉的自己说话越来越像你了。

在这，我是在重复着你说的话。

在这，闷了，没你在陪我做无聊的事情。

吃鸡肉，没你在，没人弄干净鸡肉再给我吃。

没你在这，我不会再吃菜。

我想念，在我闹情绪时，你总是给我一个大大的拥抱。

你几时才要回来？

51 天。。我等。。等。。。

我很想念。。

还是可以一个人生活，虽然还是不习惯。。

命运不能被选择，但是能靠自己的努力改变生命！

刚刚在一个人的部落看到了这一句话，

命运不能被选择，但是能靠自己的努力改变生命！

命运往往不是那么如愿以偿。

常常在埋怨我跟不合的人住在一起。

一个人的耐心，脾气还是有限的。

有时候，想想如果可以往另一位方面想，或许不是那样的。

昨天，我还是一样跟朋友诉苦了。

到最后，问题始终不是出在我身上。

我和他们来自不同世界的人，我不会跟他们说抱歉。

我也不会再因为你们感到如此的愧疚。

我只能靠自己的努力改变如此的生活。

等到租房子的合约到期，我想我会搬出那间家。

我希望家人明白我的不便，体谅我的处境。

而给我一辆车，让我不必再麻烦人家。

让三餐可以解决，不要在烦恼。

快熟面，白面包当晚餐，我害怕了。

我在哪里住了一年半，生活并不是说完全不快乐。

但是，还是不是我想要的大学生活。

我一直很想去的慈济静思书轩，我还是一样不曾去过。

因为，我依然给人家带来麻烦。

家人都会说，让你去读书并不是让你去享受。

我明白这个道理，毕竟我在哪里的确花了不少钱。

想一想，每天从早上课到下午，放学回家，无所事事。

却又完全没心情读书，复习。

在这样下去，我？！还得了吗？

比较起来，在inti的生活虽然比现在辛苦多倍，却充实多了。

我还是一样很想念。

如果能够找到比较便宜的房子，我想有自己的私人空间还是会改善许多的。

我是容易被朋友影响的人，我需要有意志力，决心。

不然，我还是一样不会感到一点点的满足。

不必说比较，每次听见朋友在其他大学读书的，我的确觉得自己太差劲了。

埋怨这，埋怨那。。。只好埋怨自己没把事情做好。

嘴里常说家乡确实学习的机会少，不能够像大城市的人一样学到那么多东西。

现在，是时候自己争取机会了。

选择了一种自己喜欢的舞蹈，第一次的尝试却有让我想退缩的感觉。

不行再让自己三分钟热度了，下个学期开始，我还是会继续尝试。

加油~

when u're there and i'm here

57 days more and you will be back.
u left for almost 2 weeks already.
ur dinner, my breakfast.
i wake up, it's time for u to sleep.
so i wake up early and u stay up late to webcam.
u went to work, i'm still at home.
u went to travel, i'm still at home.
u went to shopping, i'm still at home.
i'm waiting for u.

i miss u!!!

i'm sick again

haiz. i'm sick again. fever+cough+flu= asthma >.<
everytime, during holiday when i'm back at home.
sure i'll sick!!
doctor said because of the weather here.
i'm allergic with that.
mum said maybe i miss the doctor very much or long time ady didnt pay money for that doctor.
but this time is the worst!!
asthma non-stop.. can't talk since i'm lack of energy.
didn't bath for the whole day.
sweat... i'm smelly >.<
hope i will recover soon.
i'm tired even that i slept for the whole day.
i'm still havent hang out with friends.

still clearly in my mind

almost one week, i cant get to see u.
almost one week, i cant get to listen to ur voice.
almost one week, i cant get to act as a cat.
it will continue for 2more months.

no chance for me to do so. looking at ur picture, thinking of u. babe, i'm pretty much miss u. can't get to tell u everything happened in my life. haha, i'm sure u'll miss my grandma's story right?? gonna spam ur message box!!

worrying that when i meet u jz tell u everything, it's too late. and i will forgotten every single things. told my mum and cousin about u =) sweetest thing ever. once i heard ur favourite song, i smile at myself.

babe, i'm still remember by that time i'm walking into the boarding room. we going take different flight, u going to london and i'm going back home. felt so sad to leave u there alone. once i turned back, glad that u're still standing there and smile at me.

困扰着我的你

你一直是我生活的干扰物。
我恨了，我的确恨了。
是你让我太累，是你让我不懂如何面对你。
每个人问起你，我不懂怎样的回应是最好的。
曾替你想过，站在每个不懂的点看待你，考虑你的事。
为你寻找种种的借口，往好的一面想。
很抱歉的，每到最后的结局会是我们都不想看到的。
不是我一个人的绝望，是大家对你的绝望。
这个世界，不是我一个人的，我无法掌控。
但是，我希望我还可以改变。
你的自以为是，你的自大，你的骄傲。。
难道，你没发觉到事情都变的不一样吗？
请问到最后你得到的是什么？
终是以为自己是成熟的，独立的。。
试问你自己做了什么是成熟的？
不管在哪里，那个角落。。我去到哪里。。
为什么？你还是每个人口中的话题？
难道，你就是有让人说不完的是非吗？
我厌倦了。我不再替你担心。。我也不会默默的了。
你的事，我的事。。。可以像黑和白。。分得那么清楚。
也请你，不要为难我，好吗？
为难我，去到哪里，每个人都对你的是是非非那么有兴趣。
我一辈子，欠了你多少？
只是，我想走的远一点。。
我也想有我的生活。。我自己个儿的朋友。
没有了真实的我和你， 只有客套的我和你。。。
我很想跟你讲清楚。

Happy Belated Birthday to myself =)

Very sad to say that, i'm 20th. it begins with 2 and no more with 1. i'm getting older, it's the time to getting mature and understanding. I got 3 birthday cards as my present, or maybe it should be 3 birthday papers. Wakaka. I know that my housemates will have no idea to choose anything as my birthday present. Coz i'm too choosy =).

They bought me a secret recipe's cake and we celebrated at red-box. However, my baby insisted to pay for the red-box for all of us including my housemates. Oh gosh, people will never know how i felt heart pain for that. Coz it was so expensive and i shouldn't making the decision to celebrate there.

I also received a video including all my perlis gang recorded for me. So sweet =) Thanks u guys. Although i really hope to celebrate with u all instead the video. So that, i can meet u all. No choice, since everyone preparing for final as me too. This is such a sad thing, my birthday will be held during the final or study week.

Spent all day in uni during my birthday coz everyone need to prepare for the exhibition for world optometry day on the next day. Everyone seemed to be exhausted after that. So, prefer to eat, eat and eat at red-box.

Baby promised to buy birthday present for me at uk during this semester break. Although i insisted i dont wan anything from him, as long as he promises to take good care of himself in uk. Argh.. i've been worrying.....

thanks god, i'm still alive

baby told me, we gonna try to appreciate everything that it really happened. coz it already happened. thanks god that i'm still alive. i'm still not yet tell my family that i did involved in an accident few days ago. on monday night, after taking snow flakes at subang we straightly go to one u to sing k at around 11pm since we have been feeling very bored to stay at home without doing anything.

once we reached one u, we were searching for the car park which was nearer to neway. suddenly, my friend knocked down a divider hardly and the car went through the divider. everyone stopped there for a few seconds and really dont have any idea with what was happening. then, my friend who was driving the car kept on asking us, anyone hurted? everybody ok? i just realised that, everything on the seat include handphone, wallet and camera fallen down and two friends at the back seat actually knocked the mirror hardly since the car was slanted. it was so lucky that we asked along a boy at the last minute. as we went down the car, the front tyre already broken and the rim also become a bit irregular shape and did so affects the alignment. then the only boy helped us to change it with the spare tyre and of course we girls have no idea with that.

we ended up with no more mood to sing k. however there did somebody still not yet realised the seriousness of the car and wanna sing k. but we insisted to go bak home earlier. the whole journey, nobody dare to talk a single word. and i'm still very calm since it was not the first time i met in an accident with the same car. i'm just wondering whether the car still can be safely driven. but we reached home safely after all. the car have been went to repair now. the arm which is the main support of the whole car was broken and the tyres and rims all need to change a new one.


**driving in pj area is not a easy thing. need to be patient, careful and intelligent.
**time to learn, time to gain experience and time to grow up =)

刮大风，还是阵阵的凉风？

你总是让我捉摸不定。
不懂你何时会刮起大风，
也不懂你何时会是那总是让谁都爱的阵阵凉风？

你好比是风似的，
总是让我没准备好要迎接他。
我都在意，尤其是你刮大风的时候。
因为，天气就会影响我的情绪。

你叫我不要理，
可是看见了大风，
我还能坐下来静静的等待风的平静吗？

何几何时，我才可以学会掌控你的天气？！

Every achievement grows out of the seed of determination=)

Recently~

What have been busying recently? Again, it was exam and presentation.There was 3 presentation in a week. It was horrible making us suffer. SWEAT, however the end right now.
Life and exam always been connected. We are just like, we cant live without exam, except one day we die. The next exam which will be final, it's on 24th May. There will be 3 weeks to go, 2 more weeks classes for this semester and one week for study week.

Oh gosh! Been wondering how can i make it for last 2 semester's final exam preparation.
Too much to study, too much to memorise. And i'm not planning to go home during study week, i know i cant really study at home. Home is too comfortable, away from this all strangers, away from problem with every meal. But there's too many temptation at home. There's my family, astro, mt bed, there's delicious meal, there's my favourite breakfast once i open my eye in the morning. There's my lovely garden and river where i used to spend my time in the evening. I can't.. I can't. But i actually miss them! Must catch up with everything once after the final.
2months of semester break. here, i come!!

My gang, where are you all been? I pretty miss u guys so much. HUGSSS..When can we all meet up again after the last gathering. Izzit, only when some of us going to oversea just only need to gather?? (sarcastic) Knowing that, everyone's busying preparing for the exam.
So, i'm waiting for that =)

Street Jazz Dance Class =.="

Everything is in my expectation.

Everyone looking forward for the dance class.

But now ended up that we need to stop the dance lesson for three months.

Oh gosh, we just attend for once and we need to stop it for three months.

Expected =(

It doesn't meant it was a wrong decision because due to the June and July will be our semester break.

So, nothing can be changed right now.

But i hope everything will be continued on AUGUST!!

Waiting~

无奈~的最终是失望

一直以来，

我只不过是想劝你，

不想看到你伤心，你难过。

毕竟，你是我在乎的朋友。

每天，都会看到你。

你的烦恼，

我总是希望，

我可以是个聆听者。

至少，让你发泄你的苦恼。

我从没想过要伤害任何人。

尤其是你所苦恼的那个人。

我只想让你好过点。

也没说他的不是。

事情的最后，

你是背叛者，

你违背了你的诺言。

不该说的，你说了。

该解释的，我不会想要有那个机会。

我不气，

但是我不会再理会。

我是失望了=（

第一次的冲突

Baby,我从来不懂自己爱你有多少。直到昨天，我真的很想把你痛骂了一顿。而我只想跟你说，都是为你好。从来，我不曾生气过你，不曾骂过你。因为，我不想看到你不开心。我也知道你不会理会我的无理取闹。但是，你的一句，“其实，你还不认识我”，让我愣住了。我不懂要怎么接下去怪你，骂你，我说不出一句话，只好静静的。
我每一天，都在让我自己更接近你，只想更了解你在想什么。或许，你真正的世界我融入不进，但我会尝试。换来的是这么一句话。那一刻，我乱了，也决定了，不会阻止你这么做。你想做的事情，你一直以来在做着的事情，我不会在多说什么。只要你清楚，你知道自己做的是什么。那就好了。这是也是第一次，你用这样的语气跟我说话。
总是在你面前装成一副很坚强的样子，说我不会再你面前掉一滴眼泪，最后我还是忍不住了。而你常常说，你不会受别人掉眼泪这一套。我是在心疼你，你也知道的。我想最近，你该有感觉到我的改变。我只想尽力的在做一个女朋友的责任。晚上时，在你怀抱里，你告诉我其实你什么都知道，在你看到我掉眼泪的那一刻，你整个人都溶化了，其实你最怕看到女生在你面前哭泣。你的一番话，化解的一切误会。。。=）我也笑了=)

A simple and nice supper =)

Baby, u made my uni life happening and more meaningful!

Just came back from supper =)

Somehow, i'm like a "oku"here bcoz i'm not having transport.

every place is not in a walking distance.

except lrt and teksi, we can't really go anywhere.

You told me, if hungry or don't have anything to eat,

please call McSiong delivery!

So that, you'll come and bring me to eat.

We searching all the way for famous and nice food.

Stuck in traffic jam, lost of direction again and again.

However, it's so nice to spend time sit in the car and we chat of everything. =)

Thx a lotssss....

clinics v.s practical in NIO

full size of human eye

iris of the eye (looked like sunflower)

started doing pratical and clinics on optical instruments, eye tests and diagnosis in 3rd semester. looking forward to learn on the methods of every single instrument. so, for me i prefer practical than classes!! people, try to have a look on human's eye, oww..the iris is so beautiful and the structure is so awesome. since we learn all about the eye, just we really spend time have a look on our own eye. we having eye test with each other, being either examiner or patient of our classmates by measuring the power or refactive error of patient's eye.

but it's true that we praticed till we can memorise every word on the Snellen chart. we went through how a spectacles are produced, the lens and etc. as i know a machince of edging lens costs 90K. ( when can i just save up to enough money to buy this machine and open my own shop?? )

however, we'll struggling with the ocular disease which happened to us. since we became an optometry student, seriously those ocular diseases which we all study on that happened to us.

firstly, conjunctivitis (red-eye)...... secondly, chalazion ( inflammation of meibomian glands).....
oh gosh, is it because we are too concern about our eye and in future we need to treat patients' eye, so we as optometry student need to experience all those disease first as well?
>.<>.<

Exam ~ it happens every month~

exam, exam and exam..

3more subjects to go.

and i'm mentally and physically tired.

i'm exhausted when the exam comes nearer to me!

GOGOGO!

GO! in order to get a better results!

GO! the exam away from me!

please go away from me faster.

and dun come back to me so fast.

those who r having exam once in a few months.

please do appreciate...

yearning for the mid-sem break to come faster.

mummy is waiting for me at home!

although it's short, but i think i can take a rest!

to be recharged >.<

想着~

是你让我逐渐的在做改变，

是这样？ 还是那样？

你让我变得坚强了，还是懦弱了？

我都想配合着你去做每件事。

是你，

让我欢喜，

也让我哭泣。

你让我惊，

却又让我安心。

是你说我没主见，

其实我只是尊重你，

什么都让你做决定。

是我害怕错失你，

我害怕我的本性不符合你，

是我都在害怕每件事。

是你说你不喜欢听见我说，

你很凶，我很怕你。

其实，我也不想这样。

我只想让自己更好。

总是觉得自己做的不够好，

到最后还是一点头绪都没有。

我不想再说我不知道，

我不想再说我不懂。。。

再这样下去，

我还是依然躲在别人后面。

每件事的最后，

你的笑~总是让我放心。

emo+ing

sorry people!!

i know i've been emo+ing recently.

and i'm emo+ing without any reason.

because of him? because of her?

because of something else?

nobody nobody will know!

but i know, a part of my "emo-ness",

because of that !

please, people wake up from ur dream.

when other people asked me, why do i care?

yea, why do i care for you?

you're so important to me??

please, be a bit responsible for ur life,

for ur parents,friends, and ur studies.........
wake up from ur dream!!

arghhh... i never hope parents find me because of you,

classmates asking me because of you,

lecturers find me out because of you.

please, just to be responsible >.<

it's all driving me crazy!

i'm free from sinusitis currently ^^

free from disease!

oh baby, i'm away from sinusitis currently.

thanks, dr john tan.

however, there are still 10days-medicine left.

OMG!

i've been worried, what will happen after all the medicine finished taken?

but, dr said it won't be completely cured.

only the symptoms will be reduced.

already 10days, i'm away from tissue.

already 10days, i can sleep well.

please, god bless me!

today i spent alotssss...

i have been knowing that i'm having sinusitis many years ago.
every year,
every month,
every week,
even everyday,
i sneeze,
i having running nose,
my nose is blocked...
i m SUFFER!!
and i have been used to breath by using my mouth.

i'm agree that PREMIER tissue facotry should sponsor me tissue,
because i spent a lots to buy tissue from them.

however, since this few months i support ROYAL GOLD too..
which is thicker and more tender.
(i know singyee will kill me for advertise royalgold)

gonna apologize, because i have brought so much trouble especially my classmate sitting beside me.
because i'm making so much noise,
but without me, you all lost a tissue provider!!

at the end, today i ended up to see a ENT specialist.
argh!!! it's hurt!!!
not more than 15mins, i spent rm260....
huh~~~ the medicine better cure me alots!

轻轻松松。。这四个字能耐多久

轻轻松松，快快乐乐。。。
不能耐多久而已。
很快，很快，他会过期。。
很快，很快，他会变质。。
因为，每个月的考试，让他远离了我们。

一个星期的新年假期刚过，
一个星期的考试刚过，
下一个考试好像又再等着我了。
天啊~~~

刚考完试，还真的挺自在的。
前几天到了，佛光山去赏花灯，
也到了shah alam i city，
哪里真是美得不行了！

好朋友的遭遇，让我担心了。
我不知怎样才帮得上忙。
关心你们的状况，却又不知如何下手。
真希望，有一天能够解决。

心~暖了

我的心终于温暖了。
回到家里，还是最舒服的。
忘了考试，忘了烦恼。
但是过年前的考试，过年后的考试，
我还是放不下心来。
尽力了，还是最后一秒的抱佛脚。。
都是自找的，再多的泪水也只能怪自己。
看到考卷，脑袋一片的空白。
再怎么绞尽脑汁，还是没有一丁点头绪。
只好对自己说，下次的考试一定要填补回这次的过失。

新年咯。。
真的可以穿新衣，新鞋，戴新帽！
慢慢长大了，开始觉得这一切，都不那么重要了。
最重要的还是跟家人朋友聚在一起。
嘉颖，子彦。。。在新年期间就要到那么遥远的地方读书了。
我是真的真的很不舍得。。

姐，你要我怎么办。
我说过即使我真的很不想你过去，但是依然会支持着你。
不想看到，你转身离开的那一刻。
要我怎么做？
当我寂寞时，谁在夜晚依然会打电话跟我诉苦。
周末时，谁还会到B0906来探望我们。
半夜时，谁还会跟我们去吃印度煎饼。
深夜时，谁会跟我们驾着在无人的道路上，到处去闯。
陪我逛街，陪我吃SNOW FLAKES,
买DONNUTS给我吃，一起出唱K。

不要忘了，我们都只有一个要求，请你好好照顾自己。
不可以哭哦！！！

彦大哥，十三年的友谊不是做假的！
总是那么的贴心，总是那么的照顾我们。
你不在，我们少了一只“脚”。
少了一个人跟我们“哈啦”。
少了一个人跟我们讲政治，讲道理。
希望你在那么边可以完成自己的梦想。
还有在沙滩上，展现你的身材，戴着墨镜。。
多么帅气啊！
小心妞子盯上你哦！

两位，我至亲的。。加油。。好好照顾自己。。
要常回来哦！！
我爱你们

是你～～

每一个女孩都会有一个喊她丫头的男生。

他不是你的男朋友，他可以是你做不成男女朋友的朋友，可以是你认的哥哥或是你的铁哥们，也可以是很普通的男生朋友。

但他一定很了解你，跟你很close。

他会喊你丫头，臭丫头，坏丫头，死丫头，你这丫头真蛮讨嫌。

他会在得知哪里开美食节后第一时间带他的丫头去扫荡。

他会像约一个哥们一样约你去喝酒，去KTV，去电玩城。

他会在你感到孤寂的时候用他的信息，他的声音时时刻刻陪着你，而在你找到依靠找到同伴的时候，默默地，“悲惨”地被冷落。

他会纠结地听你的无理取闹，任由你耍小脾气，还会一个劲地说：老大，是我错，是我错......

他会没头没尾地陪你聊天，直到你累了，睡了。

他会不厌其烦地跟你说：丫头，天气冷了，注意身体。虽然知道你的回答会只是一个“哦”字。

他会经常去你的个人主页，去看你的每一张照片，每一篇日志，每一个心情，却会冒着被你数落的风险次次跑堂。

他会在你的签名上出现情情爱爱的时候自动“隐身”，你问怎么了，他会说，臭丫头恋爱了，不打扰你咯！

他会有小小的难过，但他会衷心祝福他的丫头能过得幸福。

他会在你委屈地告诉他你又失恋了的时候，毫不走大脑地骂你：死丫头，告诉过你不要随便谈恋爱了，不听我的吧…之后又是他耐心地安慰你，哄你。

他会在你上网上到很晚的时候扔炸弹赶你下线。

他会在你问他你是不是胖了的时候挤出一副很无奈的表情，并说：胖你个头啦，你再给我长10公斤都不过分。

他会毫不客气地打击你，直言不讳地说你飞机场，笨蛋，猪头，脑瘫，神经病啊。

他会直截了当地告诉追你的那个男生这点不好，那点不好，还不如跟着他混 。

他会手下不留情地拍你脑袋说你笨，但是他也会装做手无缚鸡之力地受你攻击。

他会欺负你，但他绝不容许其他人欺负你。

他会在你遇到困难，或迷茫的时候，极其认真地为你出谋划策。

他会在你心情郁闷的时候把你放在他的后座上带你“云游四海”。

他会在你伤心难过的时候客气地借你肩膀，然后说：丫头，你可千万别趁机吃我豆腐啊。

他会让你又好气又好笑既想抓狂又不忍下手。

他可能与你相隔两地，但他时时刻刻在你身边。

他可能与你之间没有爱情，但他对你的疼爱都是发自内心。

他不会叫你宝贝，但是他会叫你丫头。

你可能找不出身边谁是这样的一个人，但是却在这篇日志上看到了好多人的影子。

他们都是这样的人。

每一个女孩都应该感谢上帝，因为他赐给你那么多如此宝贵的，不是男朋友的男生朋友。


摘自XXX

你在哪里？

不知，你是否安全抵达美国。
不知，你是否开始想念我们了。
不知，你会不会像我们所教你的，到处炫耀我们的照片。
不知，那里的那么寒冷的天气，你能适应吗。
不知，那里的食物，你会吃的习惯吗。

我们都遗憾没能赶上送你的班机，没能看你上机前，最舍不得我们的模样。
却当看你落泪时，我们心疼了。

我们都遗憾没能给你大大的一个拥抱，再吩咐你好好照顾自己。


总之，我们在等你回来了！！ ～～～

我们的回忆

回忆让我们回想，
回忆让我们忆念，
回忆让我们成长。

一切都是我们一起经历过的。
朋友，我们一生一起走，那些日子虽然不再有，
但是我们都不会忘。

我们离别，但是相信我们又快要聚在一起哦。
离别只是为了下一次的相聚。
要好好照顾自己，珍重！

我们都会想念你们，挂念你们。
在一起十三年了。。
我们好像都不曾吵架。

叫你不要离我们太远，却不可能。
因为彼此都是为了自己的梦想。
期待下一次的相聚。

我们互相讽刺，是因为我们太了解对方。
我们互相取悦，是因为我们喜欢彼此在一起开心的笑。
我们抱着哭，是因为我们太在乎对方。

疯过，闹过，错过，哭过。。。
我们要在一起！！