Friday, May 31, 2013
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Saturday, March 31, 2012
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
After doing some initial testing on patients' eye, including those who done surgery yesterday.
Then here i met a fussy patient that she didn't happy with more than one person around her while she was doing the test.
And i was the one continued with her by assisting her in doing visual field test.
By that time, only i found out that her left eye was blind and her right eye was having advanced glaucoma.
During the test, she was there to tell me that she hated doing the visual field test that made her feel so strain and tired.
Halfway, during the resting time, this patient threw a question to me.
"How if my left over right eye becomes blind also?"
I totally blank out...........................................................................................................................
I think for a little while, then i answered, "Don't worry, our doctor will help as much as she can."
Now, i wonder how is the feeling of a patient when she knows that she is going to become blind?
Monday, March 26, 2012
Vista Eye Specialist, Bangsar
time passed and it had been one week posting at Vista Eye Specialist.
the staffs at Vista were professional and the ophthalmologist was so friendly.
they taught me much more than i can learn during lecture and the technology at Vista is so much advanced that i was surprised during the first day i was there.
there was self experience during facing with the real patient.
autorefractor with IOP and K reading.
phoropter with fully automatic functioning.
Orbscan, IOL master, Humphrey and OCT that was so common at Vista.
i saw the real cases there, and coming week im going to enter the operation theater for LASIK and no-blade cataract surgery.
the most important thing is that, i wont be seeing any blood during the surgery.
during the first day, i found it was boring to be there and nothing for me to do.
but now, i am so busy in dilating patients' eye, doing autorefractor, Humphrey visual field test and become doctor's assistant.
all of these making me feel more interested to become a optom.
if my future working environment similar as vista, sure i will find it great!!
Thursday, September 1, 2011
only when after i spent some times at home,
only when i need to shift back to pj,
i will browse my own blog....
looking back something i have posted,
reading back the feeling i had before.
holiday is still coming to the end.
bye home, and hi to pj room.
say CHEERS!!! to myself=)
since there's lot of assignments waiting for me.
time is rushing....
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Sunday, October 3, 2010
i keep telling u, i wont throw tantrum at others..
i keep telling u, i wont and i wont...
but i finally i did!
after one year we been together, today u saw that..
the real side of me revealed.. not that i'm pretending..
just that i'm the way i'm....
i shouted, i raised my tone, and i cried.
just only because u told me not to do that >.<
sorry baby. i know i shouldn't be so narrowness.
i'm not that princess at home anymore..
people who knows me well knew that,
for my own good, they're not afraid to shout at me just like that.
people who dont know me well,
they will never do this.
baby, i know u said that because of my own good.
now, u realised that i'm fragile.. please handle me with care, love and respect.
i'mma trying to change, promise!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
Monday, July 26, 2010
but i never feel bored, not even a second.
i enjoyed being lazy, laying on the sofa, taking a nap.
hanging out with them, breakfast, teatime, or supper?
no stress, no worries... here i being so simple.
never feel like going back to pj, being a hypocrite.
i have no choice, except accept all these things.
a university, that the management was horrible and unfair.
a house, an accommodation that i'm so sad and hurt to live there.
a house that nobody wanna take any responsibility on it.
a place that we are not willing to stay even one more second.
And life, i must change it.......
Friday, July 23, 2010
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Friday, June 25, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
u left for almost 2 weeks already.
ur dinner, my breakfast.
i wake up, it's time for u to sleep.
so i wake up early and u stay up late to webcam.
u went to work, i'm still at home.
u went to travel, i'm still at home.
u went to shopping, i'm still at home.
i'm waiting for u.
i miss u!!!
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
everytime, during holiday when i'm back at home.
sure i'll sick!!
doctor said because of the weather here.
i'm allergic with that.
mum said maybe i miss the doctor very much or long time ady didnt pay money for that doctor.
but this time is the worst!!
asthma non-stop.. can't talk since i'm lack of energy.
didn't bath for the whole day.
sweat... i'm smelly >.<
hope i will recover soon.
i'm tired even that i slept for the whole day.
i'm still havent hang out with friends.
Monday, June 14, 2010
almost one week, i cant get to listen to ur voice.
almost one week, i cant get to act as a cat.
it will continue for 2more months.
no chance for me to do so. looking at ur picture, thinking of u. babe, i'm pretty much miss u. can't get to tell u everything happened in my life. haha, i'm sure u'll miss my grandma's story right?? gonna spam ur message box!!
worrying that when i meet u jz tell u everything, it's too late. and i will forgotten every single things. told my mum and cousin about u =) sweetest thing ever. once i heard ur favourite song, i smile at myself.
babe, i'm still remember by that time i'm walking into the boarding room. we going take different flight, u going to london and i'm going back home. felt so sad to leave u there alone. once i turned back, glad that u're still standing there and smile at me.
Thursday, June 10, 2010